Exhibitionist Review

I would be a flasher, but I’m too shy and wouldn’t ever want to upset anyone. The thought of being erotisized by a woman who doesn’t get half her bill money and various other pleasantries from me is very arousing, especially since I live in a time and country where male + sexual together under ANY circumstances is taboo. Remember we live in a day and age when quotes like this abound,
“In a patriarchal society all heterosexual intercourse is rape because women, as a group, are not strong enough to give meaningful consent.”;
“Romance is rape embellished with meaningful looks.”
“I claim that rape exists any time sexual intercourse occurs when it has not been initiated by the woman, out of her own genuine affection and desire.”
Those are the nicest ones I can remember off hand.Imagine how a man, brought up in a society that espouses these kinds of ideas, must feel every time he is successfully seduced, makes love to his wife on their honeymoon, etc.
It’s sometimes easy to think (albeit falsely) that women are dangerous, hate sex, and only use it as a weapon to injure men emotionally(physically, financially). So it stands to reason men who have more reason to believe this than others (such as spouses of borderlines or other abuse females who are legally exempt from their actions) would seek to get their face time and sexual needs met at the greatest distance possible, and in a situation that granted them some freedom from the guilt imposed on them; as well as in a situation where they were in some control(thus safe).
I speak from horrible experience. While I know that at least some women (I imagine 3-5% on rough days) actually enjoy sex, I tend to think that any woman who expresses interest is either looking to leave me with another(literally) stab wound if I say no, or do something just as bad after I say yes (on top of wondering if and feeling as if I have done something terrible).
Half the time I can’t even make love to her because the apologies or emotional reaction I have is harsh for her. For a short while the only way I could safely bond with a woman sexually was at a distance of about 200 meters, fully clothed, in a well populated area and hidden from site.